haze laze daze

It is amazing at how absolutely lazy I have been. Usually I only get this way when my body is telling me to cut it out-- if I have been working too hard or something--but I am in no condition to be taking any breaks. Part of my problem is that I have been feeling incredibly uninspired, music comes into my head and I will start to play, but there are no words. No words at all. I got a new sustain pedal, plugged it in, played for 15 minutes, and then stopped. 'Yep, that works. Back to Hell's Kitchen', or some other meaningless piece of drivel that I have been fixated on. Poisoning my brain cells with mind numbingly stupid entertainment. I have thought about throwing out the TV and turning the cable off...but then how will I know who fronts INXS, whose script gets picked up by the networks, will Jonathan and that other egomaniac resolve their differences and be able to put out the most beautiful hair product in the world? These are not things that encourage productivity. I want to poke my eyes out. Right after this repeat of The OC.